My Paradigm shifts. Again

Inconsistently consistent

This one is for me

After careful scrutiny, i came to the realization i was taking a radical approach to changing personality traits and habits i did not like. These habits and traits had already been built, established and reinforced over the years so my attempts at doing too much by trying to change so many aspects of my life all in one go resulted in several crash and burn scenarios which in effect made me feel like i was “failing” and needed a clean slate to “Start over”. Meditation, Introspection and time alone has drawn me closer to the idea that these crash and burn occurrences are part of the process and starting over shouldn't always mean “Everything i accomplished in my previous attempts are null and void” rather the goal should be to recognize and accept the pitfalls and dusting yourself back up. Start over from the point of your failure. Access your actions/inactions and plot your next move to being the “YOU” you blissfully dream about. I cant be the only person who dreams and has a mental picture of the person they envision. you know when you're a kid and you say “When i grow up i want to be….” well I'm all grown up now and previously lost that spark and imaginative zeal of “Wanting to become” but that is a side of me that has resurfaced in recent times. There’s so much i want now and it’s only a matter of time before it’s within reach. For the most part, i had been jaded, complacent and a little too comfortable in my bubble as a result of the environment i found my self in and if i can’t immediately leave this environment, surely i can create a more beneficial one that supports this vision of mine in the middle of this madness.

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-Higher Vibrations 📶 - Love, light and intuition to you 🙏🏼